What will you do if you are sitting for genetics test tomorrow

and there are tonnes of genetics notes

waiting for you to swallow them up?

*darn*

'whatever' again

Nothing special. Nothing related to the picture. I am feeling super sleepy, hungry and etc. Having sore throat somemore. Sigh.

Oh .. next Saturday I will be playing in a futsal competition, together with my church cell members. Ahahaha... simply kick la. The practice we had on last Saturday morning reminded me so much of my keganasan when I played in campcam. Wahliao... =p

Basic Genetics test is on this Thursday. Die. Eeeww...

I didn't study much during the weekend.. somemore last night I watched The Curse of the Golden Flower... haih...

Whatever la.

Shall I blame it to the stupid gloomy weather?

Shall I blame it to the rain?

Or shall I just shoulder the blame?

Well oh well..

Itz bad..

For itz kinda hard for me to do something about it.

Sorry..

wake up!

Have you ever felt that life moves in such a fast pace that you find it so hard to stop and catch a breath before you move on...? This question came across my mind when I saw this picture. A lot of thoughts on my mind since last night. Erm, to be more accurate, since I knew about the CF situation and the re-working stuff which we have to do..

Have I(we) lost focus on God? With the current situation that we are in.. Is God trying to say something to us? If yes, then what is it?

Hmm.. These few days .. I have been busy with the stupid science cognitive assignment. I didn't even have enough time to study for the molecular genetics test. Don't ask me how was the stupid test. But I am glad that itz over. =p

Dunno why .. I am feeling a bit frustrated over this -- I was kinda disappointed with some of the things I saw and heard. We are to encourage one another, to build each other up. But with the words we say, our action, our response.. don't you think we are tearing people down instead of building them up?

It just hits me.. and it saddens me. Coz' I know that I am guilty of it, too.

Now... no more weekly PKV meeting... This thing struck me when she pointed it out ---

PKV Meeting is no longer a PRIVILEGE.

Are we thinking of ways to meet for the sake of meeting, doing certain things so that we can use it as an excuse to meet?

Or are we thinking of other avenues where we can achieve the objectives of PKV meeting?

Do you see the difference? Meeting weekly is the easiest thing to do. We come, we meet, we listen, we fellowship, then we go back. How many of us are taking things for granted? And how many of us actually appreciate the meetings?

Shake our lives from comfort.. tear us from complacent lives..

And itz happening.. NOW

Tuesday

Issh.. the connection in the science fac comp lab is super slow.. *Tsk tsk tsk...

There are a lot of things on my mind now. Hmm.. I am trying to sort them out one by one. This semester.. all the things that happened and are happening really challenge me to think critically, not just to think more. Haih.. don't you think the science cognitive class fits the 'picture' of this semester?

Last night.. hmmm.. I dunno how to explain the kind of 'tension'. Nvm. =p

Today.. later I have to continue with my stupid Science Cognitive assignment. My tests on Wednesday and Thursday.. Environmental Pollution and Molecular Genetics.. haih.. whatever la. Seriously, I can 'bungkus' the papers.. die. Haih.. a bit too late to do anything liao. Nvm lor.

Hmm... thinking thru' some stuff. As usual.

Today.. the weather is so nice to sleep.. But it makes me feel kinda emo. So gloomy. Drizzling. I have to carry an umbrella wherever I go. And a mind full of thoughts.

Well oh well.. got to go for class soon.

God is good all the time and all the time God is good!

Yo.. what a beautiful morning..! Nice weather but the stupid thingy is that I got up way before(about 45 minutes earlier.. hehe..) it started to rain. Isshh.. Nvm..

Finally someone updated her blog with some canggih pics of Easter. Let's talk about this pic.. b4 I move on to do my sc cog assignment.

The 3 houses @ tandu @toilet @ tokong @ kampung house @ whatever (depends on how imaginative you are) at the back.. wahliao.. all the hard work - pain stakingly painting them outside of PKV booth for hours .. haha.. And with my sweat dripping onto the polystrene while I was painting them, complaining to each other how terrible the walls and the doors are. Well oh well.. we had some so called 'internal-jokes'--Some of the bricks are from Egypt(painted by Adelene), some from China(coz I painted them too boxy. Eh... that's the kind of wall I have on mind la.. what to do?), yada yada... *sweat*

I got this pic from Jon(hehe, hope u don't mind ya). This was taken on Tuesday. Hehe.. can you see the 3 houses on your left hand side? That afternoon.. haih.. . With the leaves and card boxes .. and the polystrene.. we really scratched our heads thinking how la the houses macam tu.. Finally decided to abort the idea of making the houses taller (thinking where was I when the houses are almost done...). Ahaha.. but still with some leaves on the roof. One kind of Tropical feel. Hehe.. After the event, we threw the houses la. PKV booth doesn't have space to keep so many things liao..

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Oh then.. the next day after the Easter celebration.. While I was walking to the library, from afar I saw a girl holding 2 pieces of polystrene(super clever, the 2 coloured sides facing inside) also walking towards the library.

*talking to myself k?

Me: EEeek.. the polystrene.. so familiar one...?? Somemore can see some yellow yellow colour...

Me: Alright... follow her .. follow her..

So, like some detective thingy, I followed her to the library, went to the same rack as her. I put my bag on the rack, then quietly waited for her to put her stuff on the other side of the rack. After she went in to the library, of coz la I walked to the other side of the rack. Yo.. and I saw the polystrene leaning against the wall. Wahliao... itz one of the walls and the front doors of our houses! Itz funny la.. seeing the parts of our houses 'walking here n there in other people's hands'.. eeekkk...

I enjoyed myself painting the houses. Although my painting was kinda.. ermm.. Nvm. =p

Well, better stop here n start doing my assignment.

On my mind now.. = )

Here are some pics of what happened in Adele's apartment long long long time ago. Errr.. Haih.. I know I am pretty vain(partly because I was born in a Nutty family almost a year ago. Neh neh...). These pics were taken by Adelene.. although some she took coz' I requested. =p

Let's go from clockwise... First pic on the bottom left.. You can see from my face that I was getting kinda frustrated with the newspapers. Finally I managed to tear away layers and layers of newspaper. *Victorious smile*. Here comes my new friend. Hehe..

The pic in the middle -- they gave me 2 muffins as my 'bday cake'. And I was asked to make sth out of these 2 muffins n a packet of chilli sauce. So.. a vain fella like me .. itz an automatic response that I used the chilli sause to 'write' my name - J H.

Expected... I had to finish the muffins. Alamak.. And of coz.. I finished the muffins la coz I was held captive by the 4 girls what. Poor me.

The 'they' are ... Joyce.. Suitlin.. Adele.. and Adelene.

Ya.. btw, my lab report.. haih.. I guess it kinda 'dieded'. No eye see. Whatever la.

Post-Easter? The songs are stook (oh NO.. not stook, itz stuck) on my mind!

'wading thru the darkness... lacking in assurance...'

'when love came down.. lost hope turned found.. strength regained....'

EEeeekkk.....

Hmm.. have been looking for the Easter pics. Got some from Norbert and Ah Loke.

The woman who bled for 12 years long...

Obviously, this is the crucifixion scene.

This is the resurrection scene.

We sang the theme song la.. 'When Love Came Down'.

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This weekend... got to do assignment, eeww... Then I have to spend time to plan some stuff. Then I have to go to Klang for my cousin's wedding. And I got 2 tests next week...

OOOhh ooooo.....

PKV Easter Celebration 2007

A little bit about the Easter Celebration before I crawl to my bed(btw, my room is so stupid hot!*). I just came back an hour ago from my lunch+dinner+supper after the PKV Easter celebration ~ When Love Came Down.

A summary of THE DAY.. It was super good! Praise God! Looking back at the rehearsals we had gone thru.. and looking back at what happened just now on the night of 14th March... Indeed.. Itz a miracle. God's hands were holding ours.. guiding us thru the whole musical.. from the publicity.. to the logistics.. to the performance.. to the worship.. to the ushering.. etc etc .. *my brain is functioning super slow now and I may have missed out some areas..*

Let's go back to a few days ago.. As we were getting closer and closer to this Easter Musical.. Many a times.. I was kinda doubtful.. *Aww...* But really, itz impossible for us to do it if God weren't there to guide and lead us. I learned my lesson. Trust God, don't limit God with my super limited understanding of how He works.

Ya.. and the thing that crossed my mind.. we(the PKVians) are doing this TOGETHER.. to give all glory to God. Itz amazing to see how God can work thru people and situations.. =)

Well oh well... my lab reports.. Dunno how. I only have 2 hours in between classes to finish them. Gosh. *I will survive!* Nvm..

And so.. the most cekap thing to summarise my day... “Jesus looked at them and said, ‘With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.’” Matthew 19:26 (NIV)

ZZZzzzzZzz

I just want to post sth - a short one before THE DAY comes.. in fact, now itz already 14th Mac.

Oh well.. I added some links to my ex-schoolmates' blogs. Hmm, itz time to kinda 'reconncet' with them I guess.

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Just now was the final rehearsal for PKV's Easter Musical. A lot of things on my mind. Easter musical. Costumes. Dancing. Acting. Lab reports. Science Cognitive punya assignment. Cousin's wedding dinner in Klang. My sister. My mum. CF com meeting... etc etc etc..

Painted a shirt from white to bloody red.. for Jesus(I mean Victor). My hands were red. Blood stained red. It kinda gave me one kind of 'murderer' feel... and I was reminded of what Jesus Christ did for all of us on the cross...

Now I am super tired.. I want my bed.. Tmrow gotta finish the darn Basic Genetics lab reports coz I have to hand in those reports on Thursday .. darn.. die die oso have to finish.. ''_''

Itenary of 6th March

I am using 'toothpick' to open my eyes BIG BIG in order to post this entry. 6th March.. what a long day. And now.. I am dead tired. But still want to blog. What is this la. Haha.. Thank God that tmrow's class is at 9.. at least I still can sleep til 8.15. Stupid microbiology class.

Well.. well.. wondering how did I get myself into this 'sewing class'. Just now I was in PKV booth with Kimcheng and Ann to do some alteration to the actors' costumes. Then only I knew that I did learn the theory part of Kemahiran Hidup during secondary school. But NOT the practical part. Darn. Haha.. thank God that they were there la. If not, I would be spending my night thinking 'how la, how la... die la.. die la...'

My day started off with Molecular Genetics class. This is the only biology course that makes sense to me thru' out the whole semester. The rest like Microbiology, Environmental Pollution, and Basics Genetics... haih... Dunno what I am studying pun...

Anyway, back to my Tuesday. After that Molecular Genetics class, Adelene n I made 3 trips to HEP, trying to get the approval for the flyers coz we needed the flyers for the roadshows of the Easter Celebration(one more week to go, people!). And I really thank God that finally itz approved.. although itz super last minute. Thank God that He opened doors for us to get them done!

After lunch, had discussion for the cognitive assignment. Darn thing, got so many things to do for that one assignment. Alamak. But itz intersting to see what the students answered. =p

After discussion, we went to PJ Old Town to buy some stuff to do the costumes and backdrop n etc for Easter Celebration 07'. JOyce's car was filled with all kinds of things.. from the roadshows stuff like magazines, sweets, decoration stuff .. to backdrop stuff like polystrene.. paint.. brush.. So, her car... just nice to fit in Zach, Adelene, me.. together with all the things in her car.. wahliao...

Then the night.. sewing class, with Kimcheng as the teacher.. I also learned about the difference between 'pecah' and 'koyak'. Just like how I learned about the difference between 'putus' and 'patah' during CampCam 06'. *If sister Lee Chan knows how teruk my BM has become, I will kena from her. Aiseh.. =)

Well well.. I'm so supportive of Easter Celebration that I wore that Easter shirt since morning 8am til I got back to my room at 11 sth.

What else..

Still reading the book by Eugene Peterson. It is a good book.

There's a lot to do in this week and the week to come.. as one of the dancers in the Easter Musical , KLF(keh-leh-feh) in the musical, jahit baju for some of the actors(dunno how but will work it out).. Cognitive assignment(dunno how but will work it out also).. Basic Genetics lab reports(dunno how but will work it out too).

And.. I am learning to pay attention to God in the midst of busyness and to draw strength from Him in all that I do. As I look around, where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD, the MAker of heavens and earth!

Plain crappy ya

McDull's story.. He and his mum stay in an old flat. He studies in Chun Tin Fah Fah Kindergarten. The headmaster always mengeluh that there's no hope for the kindergarten coz now people are poor and dun want to have kids....

McDull's kindergarten class teacher, Ms. Chen is teaching them some basic human relations.

So ngam one? Go jalan-jalan ar? Have u makan? Makan d? Call me lor if you are free...

When you go makan at stalls..
(On your) Right: Wei, waiter, where is the noodle? why take so long? If belum masak lagi, cancel okay!!?

Left: Masak d.. I go check for you again lar..

Right : Check, check, check... check your head! If still not coming, then cancel!

Ms. Chen : 'Kan I told you ...'

Left : Kan I told you masak-ing d.. You try and cancel the order n see.. I will use the jug to hit you head!

Right : Thai boxing!

Left : Aiyak!

Ms. chen : Again!

Right : Thai boxing!

Left : Aiyak!

Ms. Chen : Good. Now I teach you sth else.. ....

Ms. Chen : Ah ceh...
Students : Ah ceh...
Ms. Chen : Ceh...
Students : Ceh..
Ms. Chen : why don't tell earlier?
Students : why don't tell earlier?
Ms. Chen : I dunno mah....
Students : I dunno mah....


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Ordering food..



~~~ sidetrack a bit from McDull.. this clip is funny, esp the first half of it about POINT. The things that uncle says is quite true in one sense.. =P

I know itz crappy... but I really had fun laughing at all these video clip...

McDull

Found some funny McDull clips from Youtube. Hahaha... besides Garfield, McDull is my favourite cartoon characer.. He is so funny and cute!!


This song is sth about 'tai pau'. 'Tai pau.. 2 more bakul oso nvm, won't feel jelak. Eat 'tai pau' will have strong legs, can take care of my mother... yada yada...'


Simply about pork... wahahaha...


This part is about working hard. If you are fat, then exercise more. If you are poor, work harder. Don't be afraid of loosing, don't be afraid of malu, don't be afraid of susahness, don't be afraid of dying... Endure and persevere..

Funny giler~~~

I remembered...

Forevermore
A new song I will sing
An offering I bring
My life is for the glory of my King

My all I give to You
Lord do what You must do
My heart is Yours and Yours alone

All I have is Yours
Use me as You will
I lay my whole life down for You

Forevermore I will worship
Forevermore I will sing
For You alone I will worship
Forevermore

Forever
Forevermore

I stand here in this place
In wonder of Your grace
My Jesus You are everything to me

My heart it sings Your praise
Lord lead me in Your ways
I'll follow You forevermore

A reminder ..

1. that my life is for the glory of my King
2. to let God have His way in our lives
3. that all we have is God's
4. that He who saved us and bring us into eternal life is faithful. But have we been faithful to Him?

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I have blogged many times about the wonderful moments in the month of February. Truly, I am so blessed to have a beautiful family and a bunch of great friends. And I really thank God for all these people in my life! = )

Well, the most beautiful time I had is the time I spent with the Lord on my bday.. Reflecting on how faithful God has been to me. Years has come and gone.

I remembered the Jiahui in kindergarten and Sunday school.

I remembered the Jiahui in primary school and secondary school - how she struggled thru a lot of things and came out of them victoriously. God watches over me(and you).

I remembered how she finally came back to the Lord who has been with her thru'out her life.

I remembered the Jiahui in Form 6. It was a happening periode which she will not forget. Lessons learned, and it was time to move forward.

I remembered the Jiahui who got a place in UM - her first year and now, finishing her second year soon.

I remembered how disappointed she was during her 1st year and how thankful she is now, knowing that her life is in the loving hands of her Heavenly Father.

Yes, although I am not be able to see the whole picture of my life yet. But at least now I see a little bit more compared to last time. And that's good enough.