over....

i was thinking about my 3 years before and after stpm. it has been 3 years plus since then. indescribable. no one really knows how i felt at that time. neither did i try to explain. well, i dunno what caused me to flip the photo album this morning. and some things which happened this evening. my heart suddenly sank. well. the years before stpm. i kinda missed those days. well taken care of. pampered. loved. haha, *kind of lar~*. anyway, it's over now. so no point thinking about it. =p it's time to get back to my notes and study.

more randomz stuff

This morning.....
I am reminded of this....

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened,
and I will give you rest.
Take my yoke upon you and learn from me,
for I am gentle and humble in heart,
and you will find rest for your souls.
For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.
Matthew 11:28-30

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Last night, I had a good time talking and laughing. Hmm.. I really needed it, before I go nutz teruk-teruk. =) Some usual chit-chatting.. but it really challenged me to trust God in all things. ALL.

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Once, I was addicted to online chess.
Now, I am addicted to facebook Sudoku. Help me ar!

ooouchh...

nice sunset. spent some time thinking about something. and realized that i have always been wanting this, wanting that; wanting more of this, and wanting more of that; complaining about this, complaining about that; crying over this, crying over that; sighing about this, sighing about that... teruknya aku ni...

The LORD is my shepherd,
I shall not be in want.

oh well.. HE is knocking some sense into my head...
*ooouchh...*

another 3 more papers to go. praying hard that things will be ok. one-of-a-kind mood doesn't help in studying. oh boy...

Not in the mood.

Darn.

餘情未了 卻不敢夢和想
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情懷如雨 永遠沒晴朗

........

yippie

I am feeling sleepy. Drank coffee. Drinking 100 plus now(instead of coca-cola). Sigh. Got so bored of studying. Oh my gosh. Exam is on Wednesday. Etika dan Perguruan. Darn.

I have been reading articles upon articles. chunks and chunks of words. blah blah blah..

Last night's FES 45th Anniversary Thanksgiving and Dinner... haha... I met my mum's cousin. What a surprise!! I was kinda excited about it coz' usually I only get to meet up with him and his sisters during CNY or any big occasions among my maternal relatives. Oh well, they are the ones who brought me to Sunday school long long long time ago. =) Yo... those were the days, man!

Hmm.. what else? Neh... nothing much lar. That's all, I think. Oh ya, lately I am addicted to modifying my pictures to black and white. Haha. That's one of the things I do to waste my time, besides facebooking and daydreaming. Alright, I better start studying. Issshh...

I am back from PoT's. The time spent there was truly a wonderful experience and I really learned a lot from the speakers, my friends, my Small Group and Buzz Group members and etc. Hmm oh yeah, one of the best things in PoT's was the super cekap scenery. Erm, we took quite a number of pictures (i am a vain PoT, so do some of them. what to do?).

Well, some parts of the conference weren't easy for me. Things which I need to look into. Struggles. Past hurts and regrets. Broken heart. Shattered dreams...

The sessions reminded me a lot of things. It has helped me to once again look at the reason why 'teaching' was in the list some time ago. Hmm, there are other things which God spoke to me through people during the conference and I really thank God for it. Erm, I shall call those things 'a pleasant surprise which is kinda scary at the same time'. =)

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A heart that truly wants to bring healing and wholeness to many broken lives...

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PoT's 2007
From Jonah to Nehemiah

Oh ya, I am going back to Ipoh tomorrow morning! Yay!!

One more day.

One more day.

One more day.

One more day.

One more day.

We were looking at the pine cones on one evening. You picked up one and said...

"... unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies,
it remains only a single seed.
But if it dies,
it produces many seeds ..."

continue from the previous post...

Posers giler~


I like these pictures lar~

Well, I guess all this happened due to the influence of The American Next Top Model. And hence we have...

Hmm, basically this was what we did for the weekend. I really enjoyed the weekend bumming around with my darlingz ~ Panjang and Penjang@Pandek in this town called Banting.

Pendek, Penjang@Pandek, Panjang
Love you two lotz, man!

a weekend in Banting =)

I had a great weekend in Banting. Indeed it was a time out for me although we were busy doing a lot of things. Well, we didn't take many pictures. Aiks, some funny mistakes la, but never mind. We were in Banting on Friday evening and came back to PJ this morning. We went for Orang Asli Sunday school in Pulau Banting. Morib Beach. Kelanang Beach. Sunday service. Makan bak kut teh with Marky. Hmm, I really enjoyed the food. AJ's mum is a good cook! We had curry crab, curry chicken, macaroni and etc. Well, it was fun and exciting to lepak at Kelanang beach because we didn't really know the way to the beach. But the scenery is so beautiful.. mangrove swamp, the sun, the sea.. the 3 girls.. blah blah blah..

Well, of course I need to upload some pictures here. I know we are super vain and super posers. And that's how we wasted Marky's battery and later only we found out that we can't use AA battery for his digicam. Argh!

Alright, it's already 4.15pm!! I got to run to the Gender class now. I am late again! Argh..

To be continued..
...Great pictures coming up

you won't know

i wonder huh...
why can't i muster every ounce of courage i have
and just do it?

Oh well, I am kinda running out of time. It's really testing my patience. *As if la you know what I am talking about*

I know I will stay alive.
And I'll survive!

I will survive!!!!

I'm a ISTJ - The 'Examiner'

Oh well, I am supposed to study for the Gender test. Gonna sit for the test later. But here I am blogging again.. reduce tension la *isssh*. Hehe, I found this personality test thingy from roomie's blog. And I did the test during Komputer Pendidikan class this morning. *cannot kah?*

You can click and know more. Just wanna highlight some things from the result of the test which kinda amused me, esp the part about ISTJ Career Matches. There is a list of career but I just take out a few la. Well, according to the test, ISTJs are often happy with the following jobs which tend to match well with the Examiner/Protector personality.

* Dentist -- wow... really ar? I put this in my UPU form, by the way. =)
* Detective -- Detective Conan! No no no... Detective Jiahui! Yo man!
* Doctor -- ooohh... like that lar... But then hor....
* Math Teacher -- what about Bio teacher wei?
* Military Leader -- Can you imagine that? Jiahui, a military leader. Muahahaha..
* Police -- Be a police ar.. gila meh..? I am not tall enough lar, wear specs lagi~~ well, this height problem doesn't qualify me to masuk the military thingy also lar~~
* Scientist -- modify the plant genetics and make them into giant man-eating plants. Weee...!

By the way, Darth Vader is also an ISTJ. Eeyore is also in the same gang. Bruce Wayne, the Batman is also an ISTJ!! Wah, G.W. Bush and George Washington jugak sama gang wei!!