over....

i was thinking about my 3 years before and after stpm. it has been 3 years plus since then. indescribable. no one really knows how i felt at that time. neither did i try to explain. well, i dunno what caused me to flip the photo album this morning. and some things which happened this evening. my heart suddenly sank. well. the years before stpm. i kinda missed those days. well taken care of. pampered. loved. haha, *kind of lar~*. anyway, it's over now. so no point thinking about it. =p it's time to get back to my notes and study.