randomz stuff

I am feeling sleepy. weee... Plant Structures and Functions on Monday. die. Prinsip Teknologi dan Pengajaran. die die. Komputer untuk Pendidikan. die die die. Pengenalan kepada Gender. die die die die. haih. sigh. cham. sei. blah. darn. alamak. help! I am going nutz, everyday got to spend a considerate amount of time reading all the articles, memorizing whole chunk of computer terms, visualizing the morphogenesis of leaf, formation of pollen grains and embryo sac and endosperm, thinking about the teaching methods and objectives and other stuff. help!

I am feeling very full, had thosai for supper just before midnight. Cam-whored during the last 10 minutes in cell with the cell group members. my favourite hobby and I can't wait to see those pictures. Marwan came with braided hair and he looked so different.. =)

I am feeling sleepy. what's wrong with me? blah. haha. gone crazy. weee... hehe, the bean in my room is growing, re-planted it with soil today. *beaming*

Grow, Berry Blue! Grow! (Berry Blue is the name we gave to the bean I bought in Bukit Tinggi two months ago). Oh, how I miss Bukit Tinggi, man! Haha, the Burger King and the McD made me thought of BT when I was on the way to Genting for PoT's. Wawawa....

Alright.. my bed is summoning me... nitezzz

yippie

I am feeling sleepy. Drank coffee. Drinking 100 plus now(instead of coca-cola). Sigh. Got so bored of studying. Oh my gosh. Exam is on Wednesday. Etika dan Perguruan. Darn.

I have been reading articles upon articles. chunks and chunks of words. blah blah blah..

Last night's FES 45th Anniversary Thanksgiving and Dinner... haha... I met my mum's cousin. What a surprise!! I was kinda excited about it coz' usually I only get to meet up with him and his sisters during CNY or any big occasions among my maternal relatives. Oh well, they are the ones who brought me to Sunday school long long long time ago. =) Yo... those were the days, man!

Hmm.. what else? Neh... nothing much lar. That's all, I think. Oh ya, lately I am addicted to modifying my pictures to black and white. Haha. That's one of the things I do to waste my time, besides facebooking and daydreaming. Alright, I better start studying. Issshh...

random

26th October, 1pm. I am still studying the Gender stuff (oh well, since I started the day Gender has been on my mind, in front of me, beside me....). Drinking the cekap vanila coke belanja-ed by my roomie. =) *and i'm flying.. weeeee....*

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Listening to jiwang Sammi Cheng's song. Haha.. =p

無援地傷心一場 沒法知一些感情真相

餘情未了 卻不敢夢和想
無援地傷心一場 沒法可走出癡情方向
情懷如雨 永遠沒晴朗
(情懷如雨 怕再度回看)

面對愛你不懂去收放
如能為你我 願賠上今天的創傷
令我再次失望 還是情深一往
愁時共你笑亦和你是我一生中的理想

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Yesterday evening during dinner time... my roomie and I spotted a leng chai who looks like LeeHom and Hero from TVXQ. Well-built, fair, nice features.. blah blah blah. I think he is a Korean. Hmm, one thing good about staying in MC -- chances of seeing some good looking international students are quite high.

Stalk them? Haha... that's what my roomie suggested. Neh... it must be too much of cutting and pasting and doing assignment la you! Hahhaah... What about me? It must be too much of sex dan gender and peranan sosial dan kawalan and realiti wanita dan simbol-simbol yang seksis and perspektif gender... blah blah blah... Sweat!

study lar~

Now it's already 10.30pm. I have been studying the Gender stuff for the whole night(and plus the 2 hours before dinner at 6pm). Sex vs Gender. Biologically determined vs socially constructed. Women's studies vs Men's studies. First wave feminism. Second wave feminism. Third wave feminism. This and that. Identity politics doesn't really make sense to me. Still struggling to understand the notes coz' the BM used in the notes is so darn one kind. Berputar-belit with long BM sentences. Great patience and supernatural understanding are needed to figure out what those BM sentences are talking about....

Read one round? Make sense? *scratch head* No. Ok, read another round. Make sense now? Not really. Oh well, read another round then! *got a bit bengang* Make more sense now? Sigh, a bit lar~ Oh God, help me....!

I came across some parts of the notes and I find it quite one-of-a-kind...
"Politik adalah mengenai pengambilan subjek-subjek melalui proses-proses pembentukan identiti-identiti .... identiti yang dibentuk melalui pergerakan-pergerakan sosial baru --- dengan meletakkan dalam agenda identiti-identiti ..." blah blah blah..... My tongue got twisted a bit reading that line.

"Wanita sedar bahawa pengetahuan yang dikonstruk lelaki mengenai wanita iaitu mereka adalah deviant dari segi fisiologi dan saikologi(I thought it's supposed to be psikologi, but never mind) kepada definisi wanita sebagai bukan pekerja biasanya diterima sebagai pengetahuan objektif tetapi pengetahuan yang dihasilkan oleh wanita biasanya dianggap sebagai subjektif". I got to read the first part of the sentence for N times only then I kinda understood what it is about. Darn.

Sigh.. I couldn't really understand this and that....

how arh...?

Facebook

Sigh. I am addicted to Facebook. Perhaps I should just lock my laptop in the cabinet and hide the key in somewhere I know and go study gila-gila for exam, then after a while go and find the key to unlock the cabinet and take out the laptop and plug in the cable and log in and go online to throw some food, superpoke some people, bite some chumps, fight against some vampires and werewolves and slayers and zombies, draw some graffiti, update my mood, earn some money for Food Fight and to buy food for my MooLoo, pet my MooLoo and other peoples' Fluff like Mooorni, Bummer Jr., Marshmallow, Jinraph, Joeyz, Elle, Tofy, Piggi, and etc, get some bumper sticker, receive some gifts, send some gifts, nominate people for some Superlatives thingy... and the list goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on.....

Alright, it's enough! I am going offline now to study the darn etika notes. Sigh. What is this...?!

I am hungry..... hmmm... Oops, I haven't fed my MooLoo...

neh

Your Score: Matt Parkman
You scored 50 Idealism, 33 Nonconformity, 29 Nerdiness

I don't want to be a chump.

Congratulations, you're Matt Parkman! You're a great person: caring, hard-working, and honest. You might not have the best of luck, but you do your best in all areas of life. Your kind and responsible nature is rare, and you should be proud of it.

Your best quality: Heart

Your worst quality: You may take more abuse than you deserve

I found this in Jon's blog. =)

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Thing to do... prepare for presentation ~ Violence Against Women on coming Tuesday. Argh..

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Sweeping something. Don't ask me what it is. You won't know. And I know I will survive and get over it. Muahahahaha...

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My room smells like dobi to the max and now I got to look like a Ninja. Talking about ninja... I like the Ninja Turtle Leonardo. Click on his name to know more about him. Hehe.. there's some similarities of character between me and my fav Ninja Turtle.

crazee...

The let's-go-crazee session after at Paandhi after com meeting was fun. 7 of us there and we were talking about all kinds of ports and ships. Long ships, short ships, ports and beaches, binocular and etc. Some more later on we added some miniature ships and ports. Boats and jetty. Hmm, not bad right? Haih, it's a long story la. Now my mind is not really functioning after one day of cekap activities ~~ watching seniors being 'thrown' and attending meeting and having more meat and reading more stuff on violence against women and playing some ganas game.

Well.. I wonder.. Where are you lar, my ship?

Muahahahaha....

you won't know

i wonder huh...
why can't i muster every ounce of courage i have
and just do it?

Oh well, I am kinda running out of time. It's really testing my patience. *As if la you know what I am talking about*

I know I will stay alive.
And I'll survive!

I will survive!!!!

I'm a ISTJ - The 'Examiner'

Oh well, I am supposed to study for the Gender test. Gonna sit for the test later. But here I am blogging again.. reduce tension la *isssh*. Hehe, I found this personality test thingy from roomie's blog. And I did the test during Komputer Pendidikan class this morning. *cannot kah?*

You can click and know more. Just wanna highlight some things from the result of the test which kinda amused me, esp the part about ISTJ Career Matches. There is a list of career but I just take out a few la. Well, according to the test, ISTJs are often happy with the following jobs which tend to match well with the Examiner/Protector personality.

* Dentist -- wow... really ar? I put this in my UPU form, by the way. =)
* Detective -- Detective Conan! No no no... Detective Jiahui! Yo man!
* Doctor -- ooohh... like that lar... But then hor....
* Math Teacher -- what about Bio teacher wei?
* Military Leader -- Can you imagine that? Jiahui, a military leader. Muahahaha..
* Police -- Be a police ar.. gila meh..? I am not tall enough lar, wear specs lagi~~ well, this height problem doesn't qualify me to masuk the military thingy also lar~~
* Scientist -- modify the plant genetics and make them into giant man-eating plants. Weee...!

By the way, Darth Vader is also an ISTJ. Eeyore is also in the same gang. Bruce Wayne, the Batman is also an ISTJ!! Wah, G.W. Bush and George Washington jugak sama gang wei!!

The Chronicles of Killing Cockroaches!

I am typing this post in a semi-standing position and my things are all over the place. A night visitor just came. I guess this is a revenge for the annihilation of cockroaches that happened 2 nights ago.

The night visitor dressed in shiny black amour
Lies lifeless in a pool of hot water
I think I have evolved into a super killer
Corrosive are where my footprints linger
My killer stare is greater than a tranquilizer
Cockroach shivers and faints under its glimmer
Now the visitor will return to its Maker
And our lives are almost back to normal

by *WLL(where is the 'A'?)

*Wjh, Lee Roomie, Leong YL. (A=Adelene). Erm, the 4 of us = The WALL!

Talking about the annihilation on Monday midnight, 12.30pm....
Roomie came into the room.. saying, "Outside got 2 cockroaches wei."
I was already in my bed, half asleep...The word 'cockroach' made me jump up from the bed and said, "Oi, let's go and kill them!!"

So, roomie and I killed took mugs and filled them with hot boiling water from the water dispenser. Haha, hot shower for the cockroaches! We killed 10 cockroaches -- 6 adults(1 went into people' room, and thank God not my room!!) and 4 nymphs. Muahahaha....

One of the nymphs jumped on my right foot.. eeeww!! And I squashed it 'gau-gau' after that. By the time we killed all the cockroaches that we saw, the water dispenser had already ran out of hot boiling water. =P

OK, enough of cockroachy story for the night. For more cockroachy story, click here!

O.N.w.t.K.

I found this video clip.. wee..!! Haiyo, I like this song I Still Believe by Hayden Panettiere very much.... Suddenly felt like watching the show again. *bleh*

Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be.
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause I still believe, believe in love
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I know what's real cannot be denied
Although it may hide for a while..
With just one touch love can calm your fears
Turning all your tears into smiles
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Love can make miracles
change everything
lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is a river when you fall
it's the greatest power of all

Ahem, it's just a post-One-Night-with-the-King-syndrome.

Aha! It's bedtime again!

Random betul...

Alright, the random pic of the day. Adelene and I came across this pic when we were looking through all the pics we took in THE Camp last year. Look at Samuel's face. And My face. Erm.... I looked kinda terrified in the pic. *Cheeeee.....* Haiyo, it was last year man!!

Hmm, thank God that my group was not called to do 'microteaching' today. If not, we will surely die. Hmm, thank God for KFC -- Had KFC with Adelene for 'brunch' this morning. *Weee...*

Hmm, I watched One Night With The King on Friday night. The show was quite good, but reading it from the Book of Esther is even better. I kinda like Luke Goss. He played the role of King Xerxes. I know he looked a bit weird in the show, with all the makeup but then.. *ahem* hehe.. nvm, I shall not talk about it here. =)

Well, I like Esther's story. It reminded me so much about this thing called 'One Day'. Yupz, God has a purpose. For me. For you. =)

By the way, Adele is in my room now.. *uh huh...*

2 in the morning

I better go and sleep now... if not, my Saturday will just fly by and habis la my weekend... *weee.....*

Encounter rally in church on Friday evening - with Rev. Bernard Blessings... We didn't have the thing which Kokhow told me last time about 'I blass(it sounds like 'blast' but it's actually 'bless') you, I blass you, I blass you...' *weee.....* Hmm, the service was good. I am kinda amazed to see how he interconnects 2 Samuel 9 with Jesus and with our lives. The message was translated into Tamil by a pastor from GT Tamil Division. It was interesting to see 2 men on the stage, it's pretty interactive coz the speaker is like telling a story and the Tamil translator will translate and mimic some of the speaker's action. Funny giler. The other part of the rally -- nvm, I shall not talk about this here.

Hmm, Daniel is back from Japan for holiday. Suit and I met him in MC food court during dinner. Haha, he still looks the same, not much changes(physically la) from the time while he was still in UM almost 2 years ago. A surprising thing ... he is doing science education in Japan. *wahseh... why eh?*

Talking about meeting people... I met an African guy who is attending the same church as me. He is Emmanuel, from Kenya and he is now staying in MC, studying nursing in MAHSA. I got a chance to talk to him and know him more last Saturday as we were waiting for people to pick us up for church. Hmm, he is quite an humble guy and it's interesting to listen to him. I am pretty encouraged by his heart for God and his openness to learn from people and his willingness to share his thoughts. =)

As to sum up the week...
God is faithful

Alright.. tidur le... super late liao... nitezz

thinking lar~

Ahem...

I am contemplating about this one thing... I have been thinking about it for quite some time...

Should I? Or should I not?

How eh? I don't want it to remain as a 'say say only lar~' thingy. But then, I don't really have the guts to do it la. *Argh... what is this lar~*

Never mind. Give me some time to think and dream about it... coz I don't wanna be regretful over this decision. =)

T.W.T.D.

This morning, I bummed into some ex-schoolmates' blogs.

Oh well, those were the days... You don't need to think a lot before you decide on anything.

Those were the days... You go to school to talk crap, to walk up and down the school compound in a super slow pace just to kill time.

Those were the days... You just want to be rebellious and do all kinds of funny funny stuff in school, want to act as 'big sister' using 'torchlight' to shine your konco-konco and purposely challenge the prefects, the teachers and some classmates you don't like. *But then, I have no guts to do those not-so-good-things... So, let's forget about it.*

Those were the days... You study 'paktohlogy', besides biology, chemistry, physics, maths, history, chinese(and cantonese in an informal way), BM, English, Moral(duh...), KH, Geography... Successful rate of paktohlogy? Don't bother to ask, yeah?

Those were the days... You are super hopeful for a lot of things. You have a dream(or dreams, whatever). You set your goals, you know what you want in life. You are enthusiastic. You look forward to come out and work. *But now.... whatever lar...*

*feeling kinda nostalgic now, duh*

updates.

I am trying to work out some things. Some important things. *bleh*

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Suddenly I have a crave for coca-cola. As usual la.

But mum says: NO cold drinks!!!

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Amoxycillin doesn't really work this time. So does loratadine. I'm trying out cirrus(5mg of cetirizine HCl+ 120mg of pseudoephedrine HCl). Not taking Zyrtec unless I really cannot tahan. Sigh, how la macam ini? *Got to invest a lot on tissue papers, it's long term lagi. Haiyo*

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Hungry liao.... it's time for dinner before going for church cell at 8pm.

I dislike Durio zibethinus. Super dislike. Hehe, the name just crossed my mind out of nowhere. Must be the smell that stuck on my mind *got such thing called 'stuck on your mind' huh?* and the Plant Structure and Functions test on next Monday.

Derrr...

呕 啊。。。！

今日是 拜 二。废 话，有 边 个 唔 知 喔！

又 要 去 上 课 了。。。 简 直 闷 到 叫 “ 救 命！！”

算 啦。。。 鬼 叫 你 系 学 生 么。。。

Finally.. it's 11am!!! the Komputer Untuk Pendidikan class is over!!!!!!!!

dreamz

I dreamt of some big fat cockroaches last night. They were in my room... super huge and with many eyes. *Sigh, must be because of roomie's BeelzeBUG and The Simpsons Movie... 'Thousand eyes, Twisted tail... EPA! EPA!'*

*whatever*

I have gone gila since the beginning of the sem. Nvm. Just hope that I won't go too far beyond control. Oh God, help me!

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Rain rain go away...

come again another day....