Friday evening...

Now is almost 6pm.. my roommates, all sleeping.

Went for shopping with my cekap roommate, the 'suit' lin.

Finally, it rained.. heavily.. good la..

Went for the sketch practice. Alamak, I am not very good in this sketch thingy, have to act in front of dunno how many people, stage fright would be one of the thing I have to overcome. Hmm, there are some similarities between me and the girl in the story.

Tonight, cell time is in church. Men and Ladies meeting - Sex in the City. Hmm, from the title, u can see that it is sth on sexual purity, based on biblical truth. Interesting topic.


A cute little dog..
It is the poster Kim Cheng gave me.. I take it as a present that people give to someone who moves in to a new house, or in my case, a new room. I dunno what dog it is, but nevermind. In the poster -- Round eyes. Fluffy hair. It has a super 'not syok' look, like looking straight into your eyes. Angry? Frustrated? And it is looking at me now, crap.. haha.
It is feeling super not syok.. You will know why..
On top of the cute dog, u will find this sentence.

When I do good, no one remembers; when I do bad, no one forgets.

Kim Cheng said the poster suits me. Erm.. quite true also.
Everytime I look at the poster, it reminds me a lot of things. Things that stood out for me thru' out the 3 weeks in Camp Cam.
It reminds me of my past hurts.
It reminds me of my anger, frustration, hatred.
It reminds me of who I was and who I m.
It reminds me of walking the 2nd mile.

Most of all, it reminds me of who my Heavenly Father is.

A super cekap Father who is much much much more greater than my mistakes.

A super cekap Father who never gives up on me.

A super cekap Father who embraces me deeply.

A super cekap Father who never leaves me in the dark.

A super cekap Father who asks me to follow Him one step at a time.


How real is this presence that I feel
So consuming that Your love take all of me
How can I be so close to You
So deeply embraced by You
Saturate me
Call me deeper
At Your throne
I will lay down
Saturate me
Flood my spirit
Here I m on Holy ground...