on my mind

Hmm, glad that the molecular genetics class was canceled. Not really in the mood to do anything.

After coming back from committee planning retreat.. well, still finding time to kinda rest.. But I got tests tmrow and I haven't really study.. shucks la.. just simply read thru' those gila notes. WOndering how on earth am I going to sit for the tests. Well, kinda slackened a bit la in my studies since the beginning of the sem. Not in the mood to study, to listen to some lecturers cakap-cakap thru'out the lecture. Haih..

Easter celebration is in 2 weeks time.. hmm..

This morning, something crossed my mind.....

What's the point of doing something if you gained nothing at the end of the it? All the preparation work mounts to nothing. In the midst of busyness, with so many things bugging us.. itz super easy to lose focus on God. And I think this applies to everyone. Maybe we should ask ourselves... Is God in the picture? Do we stuff our schedule with activites just for the sake of having things to do so that we won't feel bored with life? Do we plan something and throw it at God, asking Him to bless all that we are going to do?

Talking about being reckless and radical for God. We do hope and pray that we would be someone like that. But are we willing to count the cost? Are we willing to face all the challenges that lies ahead of us? Where are we now? When will we finally walk the talk?

Who wouldn't want to stay in his or her own comfort zone? You can choose to stay in your comfort, so do I. But that will mean saying 'No' to God .. not letting Him to use you and me in the work He has prepared in advance for us to do.

Sth to think thru' as we live as a uni student, a missionary in our campus...