traumatised

I haven't come out from that traumatic experience. And I just found out about this 'hidden' part of me not too long ago.

With the latest news I just received from home... and as I looked back at this and that... then only I realised how affected I actually am by the whole incident that took place last year.

I'm feeling the pain right now... for all that happened and is happening.

They need You, Lord.

so do I.