2nd post of the day

I left the the 'booth' after prayer meeting.

I m looking for a place where I can be ALONE. ANd I think so far this is the best place, coz everyone wud be busy surfing the net..

Kinda perplexed by what is happening..

What is He trying to tell me??
Am I ready to listen from Him..?

I felt kinda sorry for myself.. kinda fed up with this kind of cycle which I go thru' again and again and again..

Indeed, life is full of ups and downs.. you can be so semangat at one time, and suddenly terbalik.. I m having a slight depression.. And this is seriously not a good time to have depression coz tmrow I have to sit for the stupid Calculus 2 test.. and tonight I need to study for that subject..

Perhaps I am 'inviting' problems to myself..

When only will I learn the lesson of fixing my eyes on Him?

This thought suddenly came to my mind.. 'perhaps God is teaching me a lesson.. to prepare me for the things ahead.. maybe..'

Help me, O Lord, to quieten down myself, fix my eyes on You.. set my mind and heart not on eartly things..



A quiet place.. would do me good..

The caution.. still rings..

And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep
That even you could not bury if you tried