tHe WOrLd of my OwN??

Thursday Morning..

Alamak.. yesterday I skipped my calculus tutorial class because of the rain.. and I felt so guilty la.. for blaming the rain. I thought can replace my class today but mana tahu, the tutorial classes are only from Monday to Wednesday.. aww, this made me feel even worse for skipping class... Man.. next time I dun want to skip class anymore..

Well... because of all the things I am involved in, attending church n CF meetings here n there. I have to admit that I was feeling a bit spaced out.. Someone pointed out to me this question -- at the end of all these meetings, is God there? I am not saying that God is not there in the meetings. In fact, He is everywhere. His presence is there. What I m trying to say is -- What is the point of going for all the meetings if I go there just for the sake of going? What is the point of going for so many meetings if by the end of the day I got so spaced out, don't even have time to myself? This is something which I need to give serious thoughts about it, before I go bonkers.. neh... ;p

Every day, I have to meet all kinds of people. Itz not easy la, have to interact with people.. the mind has to keep on storing info of various kinds. Very often I went back to my room feeling drained.. physically, emotionally.. and spiritually. My mind is just too overloaded with things, all I want is to 'shut down'.. and perhaps, enter into the world of my own.

Hmm, wrote sth for the PKV newsletter. Err.. I didn't really write la, just adapted some thoughts I posted on my blog, and something that stood out for me from the articles, emails and etc I read. Indeed, God has given us opportunities as well as responsibilties to serve on campus, to be brother's keeper. And I thank God for putting me in such a position to serve Him.

And for the fellow brothers and sisters in Christ who have been an encouragement to me.. Yo, I really appreciate all the things you guys have done.. spurring each other on as we run the race.

A call to Patience n Faithful Endurance... Tahan!!

HE is my helper..
HE is my shield..
The One who extends His loving hands to me..
The One who embraces me deeply..